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2010-06-23T21:49:00.000-07:00

Sometime humans will think that life is amazing and awesome
but some humans will think that life is meaningless and awful..

Do you have the same thinking?
If not i guess you are not a human.
Haha..

Sometimes i realise that life is a great motivation and need to strive to move on &
Sometimes i realise that life is full of dissappointment..
Sometimes you really lost the motivation.

Luckily i got a very cheerful friends, she give me a kind of cheerful feeling.
She always tell me, LIFE is short, why have so many dissappointment, why don't make it a enjoyable and happy one?
Very thankful to stella, if not i would have kill myself already.
Haha..
This post is a emo post.
IF there is no future post means i am gone.
But i will move on no matter what.

Thank you stella.

After so long

2010-06-22T21:57:00.000-07:00

This is my very first post after such a long time.
I went for a veins surgery on 8 june 2010, till now my wound still hurts me.
Although i cannot walk much but during this 2.5 weeks of rest at home, i read books to past my time.

I read a 3 books on business management and it really enlighten me in terms of business style. i am glad that i am enlighten by this books. i started to fall in love in reading books, maybe should visit the library often i guess.

There is another book name: How To Overcome Your Difficulties (Buddhist)

I realise that how one mankind thinking
and how we should take the challenge and make our life meaningful

I am certainly very thankful to this book, i think i have know alot of things through this book. thank you.
Humans is always learning throughout their life
Forgive Others, Enlighten Yourself.

During my 2.5 weeks of rest, i am also very thankful to a highly educated shifu visit me and give me the book :How To Overcome Your Difficulties (Buddhist).

Really thankful to God buddha.
Thank You.

May 2 to May 16

2010-05-15T21:52:00.000-07:00

After a long long time of 15days, i am so busy till i don't have time to blog due to the stupid dumb National Service..
Let's not talk about the waste time National Service.

During the past 15 days,
How did you celebrate your mother's day?
I got my mum a mini ice-cream cake
and give her a hong bao.

Take a look at the photo's.. cool huh?

But 3 for $19.90, i think it is not worth at all haha..

15May i went to see doctor in the morning cause i feel super unwell, but till today i didn't take the medicine.
After that i went to old airport road to try the bean curd.

It looks like normal bean curd but the moment you taste it, it is really soft and nice.
It is the best bean curd i ever tried in life.
Comparing to other place, this is the best, even better than the selegie one or rochor one aha..

Enough of the cake and deserts..
Update of my life

The only motivation i have right now is to earn as much money as possible,
because i think i start to hate my life and i wanted to end it really fast but money is the only think that keeps me alive.

Money keep me alive, some people say that i am not alright, need to talk to someone,
but i started to hate humans, and why is it so? thanks to the National Service in army.
I really had enough of it.
I WANT TO CONTROL TIME

IRON MAN

2010-05-01T09:32:00.000-07:00

Take a look at all this pictures? haha
If you have the ability to own IRON MAN or create IRON MAN, will you save the world?
WIll you WILL you?

This movie is awesome.. Catch it man :)..
Take a look at this..
AUDI Spyder R8

I simply love this car..
AUDI Spyder R8..
Get it..
Set a goal
SOmeone can earn 100million in 4 years..
Can i do that?
Yes..
Aim and get it :)

Thoughts

2010-04-30T22:25:00.000-07:00

Sex is a common topic among guys when you are in army...

Most guys wanted sex because they just want to try out new things,
and the fact that there is 2 type of guys, one type is people in my camp, who is a MONO intake with no brain, they wanted sex because they enjoy it, that is so stupid..
What to do, cause they are MONO idiots.. haha

Second type of guys,LOVE comes first, then second is build up a strong relationship and move on, second type of guys is not as despo as the first type, sex without love and thinking.. that is so dumb right..

I feel so sorry and sad for these idiots.. cause they are so sad that they will not understand what is love cause they are dumb.. haha.. i feel sorry because there is no true love for them..

Let's end this topic here..

Next....
Pasta,
i have been trying out for weeks on how to make a good pasta, i succeeded, cool right

Final step, i need to decorate it so as to have a good presentation of it..
Work hard :)..

Oh ya, i catch iron man on thursday night with kym, this movie is awesome.. trust me, watch it and you will not regret for sure :)..

That's about all i guess

Sat Book Out

2010-04-10T07:40:00.000-07:00

This week is a bad bad week, got to book out only on saturday due to some stupid live firing. Planning and time management is not a key thing that you learn in A r M Y..

Firstly
1) No Time Management
2) No Planning before execution
3) WASTING OF FOOD..

I hate people wasting people this way, can you imagine if there is 75 packets of fresh ration being throw away everytime??
FUCK.. It is so sinful to throw it away..

Imagine how many people is praying hard for food because they are unable to afford to buy the food yet there is this stupid place ( _ _ _ _ ) wasting the food..

Seriously i can be better out there rather than in here taking the dumb allowances and seeing people wasting food and a bunds of useless freaks and jerks in there ..

I had enough..
FREAKS please FUCK OFF

Forget about the FREAKS..

Talk about a nice car

Photo of the nice car :)

What happen

2010-04-03T07:25:00.000-07:00

I have been watching the movie law abiding citizen for 2 times over and over again,
Is Law always fair?
I think the law is unfair because LAW is created by humans, therefore there is alot
of unfairness around.

The world can be beautiful is there is a character called the punisher, just like that movie, i like the movie very much because law cannot punish the bad guys but the punisher can.
I simply love this type of movie because in real life there is no such person around to uphold the law..

Can the world be beautiful?
can i feel that the world is beautiful?
I don't think so, the world seems to be ugly..

If given a chance, would you want to be a punisher or leave the world onces a for all?

Confuse right haha..
Next topic i wish to talk about is
Psychology..

Heath Ledger was a good actor for the batman movie in 2008 the dark knight..
He book a hotel room and lock himself inside for a month, listen to the voice of the psycho joker voice over and over again..

Such a good actor, i respect you.. :)...

I think this world is not beautiful at all,
maybe there is another universe another place where i belong..
I want to leave

27 March

2010-03-27T08:27:00.000-07:00

Today i went to orchard to get Burberry Brit perfume for Pris 21st birthday

Burberry Birt (Sheer)

i think she is really beautiful tonight. OOps =X.. she is always as pretty to me i think aha..
Pris have grown up already.. 21 years old liaoz, must really plan for your future ya..

All The Best In Everything You Do Ya :)..

After which, i have some family gathering at dempsy hill..
then home
sweet home haha

21 march

2010-03-20T09:30:00.000-07:00

21 March seems to be a good weather to sleep because he is raining heavily since
morning, but i am feeling unwell therefore i went to see my family doctor :)..
Took a
1) Cough syrup
2) Fever and flu medicine
3) Sleeping pills
4) Anti-Botics

Cool hor, 4 types of medicine haha..
Then home sweet home, had a nap till 5pm then i headed down to bedok
Zheng Zhong Ping to buy bird nest for my mum and auntie :)

The box of the bird nest looks so nice, and there is 3 more photo to take a look ahah..

My bed is calling me.. Night everyone :)..
Buy some bird nest for your parents if it is within your ability :)
Care and Concern

16 march 2010

2010-03-18T01:29:00.000-07:00

16 March 2010 suppose to be my operation date but somehow this operation got to be postpone due blood infection..
I think this blood infection cause by the metal wire that cut me last week. OMG right?? ahah..

Anyway i feel very very scared when i am in the operation theatre.. so scary..
But the operation is postpone to 8 june :)..

I am on 3 days ATTC ( It means on MC for 3 days) due to the blood infection..
Stupid 2SIR which is a dumb unit.. one of the dumb sgt name ali, ask me go and endose mc, but the fact that 3 days mc doesn't have to endose..

Blood infection lei.. you think what.. DUMB IDIOT..
One day you got blood infection, i hope you can die man..

Anyway We don't talk about the dumb army le.. it makes human life so dead..

I was thinking of some digital camera, Panasonic LX3 or CaNOn S90?
Comparing.. any ideas? :)..
Got to book in already.. take care everyone

what the hell is wrong with you

2010-03-05T19:24:00.000-08:00

What does pretence means?
Being too nice is not good at all, you will only bring trouble to yourself..

Thanks, i realise that you are not a good friend after all..
So please get off my life now..
Get lost

Dining in with my precious sister

2010-02-27T08:28:00.000-08:00

Nice place to dine in

Finally i get to meet up with my precious sister for a meal after so long..
Family love is so important and i am glad to have a sister =D..

Life will be fine and good for me cause i got a sister, yeah yeah..
Let's talk about the food at RAKU,

It is amazing, cause the food taste nice and delicious..
Friends or Blog readers, do take note, if you love japanese food,
DO try RaKu :)..

It's late, sleep early everyone :)

Reflection

2010-02-19T20:20:00.000-08:00

Time changes, people changes, Friends changes,
How you ever wonder why things change? i am not sure either.

Reflection of 2009 - 2010 (Feb)

Still keep in touch with two of my beautiful frens Angel n Sijie

Still having a lovely sister janny

Losing touch with my secondary, ITE and Polytechnic friends

Making new hi bye friends

First time meeting with a cool online friend belle :)

Life changes from happy to emo

Never celebrate my birthday for years due to some reason

Scare of losing someone who is important to me

Chinise is so difficult

2010-02-15T06:05:00.000-08:00

今天是我用中文来blog..
中文好不容易学哦
但是我会经历的学好的

I need to start learning my chinese already because i got the motivation to apply for taiwan university..
I simply love taiwan :)..

And my ideal girl is in taiwan, i should learn chinese more..
WOrk hard bryan haha..

But not confirm yet, is just a random or a rough plan

2010-02-14T20:48:00.000-08:00

After watching the drama 海派甜心,
i started to realise there is no true love in the world, that only happen in drama, why is it so??
I don't know either..

14Feb was the first day of chinese new year and valentine
15Feb was the second day of chinese new year and my birthday
16Feb was the third day of chinese new year and it is my book in day, sian..

Below are some photos of my favourite drama in 2010 haha..
I simply love that show very much :)

I think it is enough of all the drama, now is some updates on myself,
Life is going to be great in 2010 for me because i am a rabbit haha..

Seriously i am scared
i am very scared of my operation,
Is there anyone who can calm me down?? please help me Please

30 Jan 2010

2010-01-30T06:27:00.000-08:00

Today i manage to get one jeans from town haha..
New Year clothing is not easy to get haha..

Anyway i had japanese ramen as my dinner and i watch this movie

TOOTH FAIRY

Tooth Fairy is quite funny, but it is a nice movie.. i want to be a tooth fairy too :) Yeah

There is a couple of movie that i feel like watch when it is out

And

That

Is

Percy Jackson & the Olympians Lightning Thief

Valentine's Day

And many many more haha..
Wait for my next update..

To be a better person each day..
Bryan Go for it haha

Post for 22nd and 23rd jan

2010-01-24T02:27:00.000-08:00

Post for 22nd jan Friday:
As usual, army stands for Army Ruin My Youth..

Timing to book out on friday was suppose to be at 5.30pm but they drag the timing till 6.50pm.. Argh.. this place is not good at all.. waste my precious time..

I reach Ang Mio Kio Hub at about 7.10pm by cab and guess what i did?? haha.
I bought the Brand's Bird Nest for my mummy, it cost me $60 for 6 bottle but i think it is worth it if my mum like it..

When i got home, she nag at me cause she find that buying bird nest is a waste of money but i think as long as my mum is healthy, everything is worth it.

Below is the picture of the bird nest

14 jan 2010

2010-01-16T07:41:00.001-08:00

Today was Othneil 21st birthday, it is so good to see all the BMTC Tekong Hawk company platoon people.. i am so so so glad to see them again..
After tonight's gathering, i wonder when will it be our next gathering..

Rifleman in amoy quee camp Alpha Company was no joke man.
It is a worst place ever.. i think it should be name as 2DOG instead of 2SIR..
Firstly talk about food
1) The food sucks
2) No taste
3) Unhealthy
4) Not hygenic at all

Secondly life there
1) Life there sucks as in the commanders treats human like dogs
2) There is no SAF 7 Core Values in there
3) Care for soldiers is a totally crap over there
4) People is going crazy ( 3 ppl go IMH, 4 ppl under psychology care, 2 people trying to overdozed themselve)

This type of place is really for human??
I think it is more for dogs i guess.

Thirdly Environment
1) Bed is dirty
2) Bunk doesn't look like a bunk, just look like a shitty place
3) Cupboard is very old
4) Nothing is good there Argh..

I am going for operation real soon, belle was the one who give me courage right now.
i will pass through the operation and move on..

Thank you Belle Belle
and all my frens who will always support me :)

Believe in 2010 will bring me good good luck :)

Memory of 2009

2010-01-08T20:23:00.001-08:00

Life for 2009 was a bad one as in there is nothing
good happen to me all the time.

1)Family is having problem as in health
2)Work is having problem as in tired
3)Life is getting boring as in there is no colors in it.
4)Everything is just not right..

Anyway forget about the year 2009 because the next post that i will be blogging about will be the Brand New Start Of 2010.

Some Photos of 2009 Memories :)

Gift From Build A Bear :)

Disney Stage Tee, Yeah :)..i love this photo alot cause my eyes
seems to be red just like a cool vampire in the movie haha..

i am so lazy to update my blog already aha..
Maybe next one will be a better one :)

1st Jan 2010

2009-12-31T18:27:00.000-08:00

2009 was a bad year for me because nothing good happen to me..All the bad things ruin me.. Argh but that is the past..

The 2009 Bryan is Dead..
A brand new Bryan in 2010 will be alive and lucky from 2010 1st jan onwards..
Met up with belle yesterday,

I feel very relax and good chatting with her, she is really a good listener :)
Thank you belle :)..

Although i am suppose to meet her on 26 dec 2009 to collect the christmas present made by her but i got something on on that day, so i postpone to 31 Jan 2009 :)..

She made cookies for christmas, that is so sweet lo :).. aww :)..
Will upload more of the photo on my blog and facebook..

I believe 2010 will be a great great year for me..
WOrk hard..

Thanks belle

End of my Blog

2009-12-14T03:13:00.000-08:00

Today was my last post in my blog..
I will be a ambitious guy because that is the only way to lead me to where i want..

Ambitious way to gain something i wanted for so long is not easy but i am ready for it..

1) Money
2) Status
3) Power
4) Ability
5) Knowlegde
6) Violent
7) Cold Blooded
8) Ambitious

Wow

2009-11-14T20:40:00.000-08:00

Is time for me to book in army..
There was a saying ARMY stands for Army Ruin My Youth.. that is 100% correct.

We don't chat about that boring army.. there is something that you will WOW, like WHAT THE FUCK..

I got a female fren whose family is fucking rich like heaven, guess what is her 21st birthday present??

1) Mini Cooper Cabriolet

It is like what the fuck, the car cost One Hundred and thirty thousand dollars, omg..
How i wish i have such a rich parents but somehow i don't have..
This world is fucking unfair..

I want a ferrari.. i will get it no matter how

On ATT C

2009-11-13T00:55:00.000-08:00

I got an MC for 4 days from 11/11 to 14/11.. i am sick due to Fever, cough, flu and sore throat.. The feeling was bad and i am recovering very slowly.. i hope that i can recover as soon as possible if not it might affect my training in tekong i guess.

Problem is arising on and on again..
i am worry about my mum's condition as you know she is suffering from pain on her knee, what can i do??

My God please tell me what can i do?
Where can i find millions of dollars so as to send my mum to the best medicial coverage like Raffles Hospital..

What can i do to exchange for the millions of dollars..
I am willing to do anything just anything for that millions of dollars..

i think i am suffering from depression, but i think i am still holding on.. Depression is not a thing that is going to ruin me.. FUCK off..
What the hell is wrong with me these days..
I think army freaks me OUT..

Untouch

2009-11-11T20:59:00.000-08:00

After so long, i never even bother to update my blog because i think it is a dead blog or rather i should say i have become a dead man..

Life isn't interesting for me this year 2009, seriously it sucks big time..
Things that is not with me
1) Luck
2) Wish
3) Happiness
4) Interesting

It is really sucks if your life doesn't have all the 4 basic criteria..
FUCK.. Everything is just like a mess, i am fucking going to be crazy real soon..
I don't have to courage to kill myself.. can someone teach me how to do it??

I really want to leave this fucking world cause my life is not interesting anymore..
I want to leave the world..

FUCK

Sat and Sunday

2009-10-18T00:07:00.001-07:00

Yesterday i went out with my secondary school friend, it have been a long time ever since we have met each other, it is around 5 years i guess..

She is a very independent girl i should say, she doesn't really rely on guy to much as in things like movie, dinner etc, she always wanted to go on dutch.

She told me one thing, she will be happier if she spend her own money to get things for herself etc.. she is really a nice girl i should say...

I am so dumb, 5 yrs back, she did confess to me and tell me that she like me, at that point of time, i did have some feeling for her but i am actually in Normal Technical and she is in Express stream (Best Class) i told her i am not really for relationship and i think i doesn't suits her because how can a NT student together with a Express stream student..

I made a wrong choice, if not by then i think i would have married this girl already..
But now we are good friends, :) hope this goes on :)

Dumb Bryan

Finally Book Out

2009-10-16T22:50:00.001-07:00

I just book out yesterday and one more day i have to book in to tekong, what a boring life there.. argh..

THis weekends is super busy cause i have to pack my stuff for my field camp for this coming week..

5 or 6 days in the jungle, that is madness.. after field camp i will bath at least for 2 hrs to clean myself.. haha.
Army is a place that make ppl feel emo, boring, tired etc.. who on earth will go and fight when there is a war??

Through army you will see alot of selfish people,
Leave no man behind?? haha, what a joke i guess..
THis world is full of selfish freaks around, why there is no end of world in 2012 dec.. Shit, i really hope this day come

Updated

2009-10-10T22:13:00.000-07:00

It have been a long long time ever since i have updated my blog..

First day to tekong was on september 11..
I am excited and scared that i am unable to get used to tekong life..

September 11 was not a fine day cause it rains heavily and all my uniform, shoes, shorts and shirts is drenched like fuck.. Argh.. Carry almost 20 KG things to the Hall and all the way to the company line, whole body aching like hell.

Maybe i am not use to 20KG of things.. haha.

Everyday sleep at 10.30pm and woke up at 5am, so tiring.. the most stupid things is that we have to march all the way to cook house for my meals and it is given 15mins only, like what the hack..

Met alot of people inside army, from nice, good, bad, selfish, asshole people haha..
there is all kinds of people in army, so what i need to do is to just simply ignore those people who is bad, selfish and asshole people..

SUddenly realise that time is running up, i don't know why i got this feeling but somehow i got the feeling that i will leave regret in my life..

Why time is running up??

what i saw today

2009-09-08T03:08:00.000-07:00

Today i went to Bugis Guan Yin Temple with my mum and guess what i saw there??

OMG is the Porsche Caymen.. Oh MY GOD, A Young chap who is around 18 or 19 yrs old driving that.. that is fucking unfair.. but one day i will own a ferrari gtb 599, better than porsche..

i am planning right now.. watch me.. just 5 yrs and i will own my very first Ferrari GTB 599..

whahahaha

Army On

2009-09-06T08:12:00.000-07:00

I am going army soon.
i am not excited at all cause i think that army is a waste of time, 2 years i can do alot of things like
1) Get my University Certificate
2) Start a business

but no choices, all guys have to go for army i guess. haha..

Nothing much to worry about because i have already got all my army stuff, just left with a few things like
--> Slippers
--> Washing Detergent
--> Alarm Clock

haha.. i am more or less prepare to go army already..
Just that i am worry about my mother. i hope everything will be fine i guess :)..

At Bugis New shopping mall

2009-08-25T09:38:00.000-07:00

After a long time, manage to meet up with my lost long friend yiming haha, we have know each other for like 4 years, but we seldom meet up for dinner cause both of us is very busy with our own life, work and study haha..

We went to ebisboshi( a jap restaurant) which is located at illuma shopping mall, the japanese food is not nice at all, the only thing that is nice is the menu and the electronic pen.. haha.. i seriously don't recommend people to go there..

Haha.. Bad food..

Counting down to my army 16 days, seriously i don't wish to go in to army, i rather i can stay fix with the 8 - 5 army, which is so relax.. i am not scare of army, i just scare that there is no one taking care of my mother who has just discharge from hospital not long ago..

Argh.. there is no one who can take care of my mother except me.. What should i do??

Argh

i cannot control

2009-08-22T10:18:00.000-07:00

I think i have started to become a demon already, i cannot control myself already..
Money is a important factor to me NOW.. i don't want to be a millionare anymore,
What i want to be is a BILLIONARE BILLIONAE BILLIONARE..

i want lots and lots and lots of money..
i can buy keppel bay condo, sentosa cove, BMW 7 Series and many Many MORE..
Life will be alot better, if i have Billion dollars with me..

How can i be a BILLIONARE in a shortest time. .SOmeone tell me tell me tell me..

Seeing those senior citizen abandon by their dumb kids, is so hurting,
Seeing too many con man around conning people is hurting
Seeing people who commit a crime but get away just like that due to money is hurting to..

If i have the ability to destroy them.. i will make sure i destroy they FULLY..

Friends around me thanks for being by my side, but i think i have become a demon already, somehow i canNot control myself..

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Wake Up Your Bloody Idea

2009-08-15T23:59:00.000-07:00

There is NO time for you to waste BRYAN, WAKE UP YOUR FUCKING IDEA.
Dreaming of being a successful entrepreneur is not the way you should do..

DO something big, by having a good plans and pay any big price just to exchange to be a rich and powerful person in the world.
The world is changing, more and more humans are out there to cheat you, scam you.. you got to destroy this type of people in the world..
i think you can do it.. just do it..

Nowadays many cheaters around, scamming senior citizen and tell them they are volunteer, in fact they are just a robber.. Asshole..

If one day i become super rich and powerful person, i will make they those robbers pay a big price and they will sure suffer, trust me..
I just hate those idiotic and brainless robbers and scammer, wait for my revenge for the sake of the senior citizen..
Trust Me..

I want to be a powerful person who can help those people who really needs help and destroy all the bad hearted person in the world.. i believe i can do it one day real soon, be it 1 yrs or 5 yrs, i am sure i am going to make it..

I want to be a rich and powerful person who owns a big organization.. i want to take the
1) First Class AirLine to travel around the world anytime i want
2) i want to own alot of lands from US, JaKarta, Malaysia, Europe, Australia and shanghai..

Wait for me.. i will be back real soon..
I DON'T NEED FRENS AT ALL..
A few frens is just enough for me to move on..
the rest please fuck off

No Much Mood

2009-08-10T23:39:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the worst night ever in my life, i can't sleep at all thanks to the stupid blood sucker bed bugs, ARGH fuck.. Making me so itchy and cannot sleep, i really canNot take it le guess what i do? haha i woke up throw away all my bed haha, is time to change a new bed le.. i want a king koll bed or water bed this time haha.. get it get it ..

IT have been a torturing nite.. now i lost alot of blood thanks to the bed blood sucker..
Na Bei.. haha..

I took a urgeny leave today just to dumb my bed and going out to get a new one later..
That is about all so far..

My blog is so dead ..

Singapore General Hospital

2009-08-01T11:30:00.000-07:00

I quit my weekends job already, finally i can rest already but my mum went into Singapore General Hospital for operation last wednesday, today just dis-Charge from Hospital, i guess it is just the right time for me to stop my weekends job so that i can rest and at the same time taking good care of my mummy..

WHen my mum is in the hospital, i realise there is not a single one by my side, asking me to move on, argh..
Life is so bad that there is no one for me to lean on and cry on..
There is no body no body just money in my mind running here and there..

After all what i hope for is actually money..
In the past i thought i gt alot of people with me but i am wrong, ppl have their own problem, therefore they cannot be there for you for 24hrs Bryan..

Wake up ur idea man..

Right now your dreams which need to fulfill in no time
1) Buy a BMW 325i professional Series
2) Buy a condo for parents to stay
3) Buy a land and invest
4) Business Empire

I want to suceed in life

Work

2009-07-27T07:35:00.000-07:00

I am so tiring as today's work is as usual boring haha lol..
Today i went to daiso, bought alot of things like, socks, stickers, letters and cute pictures to make my card for kq, ahaha, can you imagine my passion is back?

As in complete making a card and didn't stop halfway haha lol..
I feel so heart pain for kq, she is such a faithful girl and why she deserve such a jerk..
so sad heartening :(..
I hope she will be fine and smile always :)..

Bryan is a funny joker, i think i will cheer her up in no time haha lol..

Talking about my mummy, she is going for operation this wednesday, i hope that everything will be fine and by then i will be millionare,

TOTO 3 Millon, please let me strike one time,
1)There will be no suffering in my family anymore
2)There will be a successful businessman and that's me
3)There will be a great businessman supporting the charity home
4)There will be someone who makes kq smile smile smile
5) alot alot alot of things..
3 million pls pls pls pls come to me?
i know is difficult but please come and help me and solve the problem.. come pls

Last Day of Work

2009-07-26T09:23:00.000-07:00

Feel abit sad that this is my last day working in PS starhub shop,
I gonna miss everyone cause i enjoy working there despite of some fuckers there..

After work went for supper with Ray, Shanice and Kang Qi,
Have a great chat with them during the supper haha :)..
So glad to chat with them, how i wish the time will stop there haha lol..

Anyway is time for bryan to learn how to treasure the frens around you :)..
Kang Qi is a nice girl but dunO y she gt a dumb bf, how i wish everything will be fine for her :)..

Best Wishes to you.
Hope that you like the card and the winnie the pooh bear :)..

Thanks care Miss Faithful as always :)..
Please remember to stay happy always :)

Transformer Movie with Stella

2009-07-15T08:21:00.000-07:00

Wow, transformer 2 was so amazing, wow, the director is clever :) haha..
I am so tired but i didn't fall asleep because the movie was amazing,
Thank you for treating me to watch the movie, next time is my turn to use the online booking system haha :)..

Question to ask myself:
WHen is the last time that i put on my smile?

I have no idea but one thing i can share is that i feel great that i have miss gong gong stella being by my side to talk to me when i need someone to share my secret :)..
Lucky i met her now, i am gonna treasure you this fren forever and ever and life time promise.

Listen UP UP UP stella miss gong gong,

i make a vow, No matter what happen to you, please tell me cause when i need a pair of ears you are there, so please make sure i can be there for you when you need me..

THAnk you thank you stella..

I love you so much as my lovely and gong gong fren haha..
Stay happy Always :)

Ice Age 3 3D

2009-07-08T07:43:00.000-07:00

Thanks stella for asking me for the movie ice age 3 3D

Wow, this movie is so amazing, funny, lame and it is 3D, wow, isn't that amazing? haha :).. ok that is lame but it is nice.
This is the first time that i catch a movie with stella miss gong gong, hope there will be more :)..

I am a workaholic who works and works and works and i doesn't know what is the fun of enJoying myself, thanks stella onces again :)..

When i graduated from poly, i realise i go no true frens for my poly and my life after i met stella, she is a really really unique type of girl, and most of all she is faithful..

Good points about stella ( and the reason why i should keep her as my good good fren for life)

Can you imagine a girl who got another number just for her boyfriend?
Oh My God, i cannot believe there is still such faithful girl around even when bf is in army,

Most of my frens relationship become a failure when they are in army,
Through stella i believe there is still true love around, but not for me,
right now i have to work hard for money and set up my business empire, this is the dreams that i am going to fulfill,
After that i wish to open a charity home to help those people who really needs help..

Someone ask me what about marriage?
I would say i would put it aside, unless i found aNother stella gong gong, haha if not staying single is not a bad idea..

Stella, if you are reading this, please remember, no matter what happen, as always i will lend you my ears,
we will be friends forever okok :)

Take care and make sure your cough is recover :)

What is the kind of life i am looking?

2009-07-07T08:33:00.000-07:00

Topic for today:

What is the kind of life i am looking for?

I want a luxury life,
I want to own a Car,
I want to own a Condo,
I want to own shop houses,
I want to own a business empire which is listed in global,
I want to set up a charity home to help those people who really needs help,
I want to destroy those bad people who eat charity money,

No one can change my life in 1 day,
Only god can do that, Please god please tell me how to..
To be continue...

I got this feeling, in order to be success, YOU DON'T NEED FRIENDS,
What is friends?
Something to betray you and make use of you?

Seriously this world is sick, it is full of useless people around and people who doesn't want to help each other and only betray..

Can someone change my word and make me a successful man?

Life

2009-07-06T08:55:00.000-07:00

Question to ask myself:

1)Which type of person am i in my previous life?

Life is not going on smoothly for me right now,

Working everyday is tiring and it is making my health from bad to worst, can i still survive for another 3 more months?

why can't i just win any lottery or toto immediately then i can set up my own business and do some charity to help the very very poor people who needs help..
Singapore got too many rich people who is very arrogant and doesn't know how to use their money with some knowledge, why their money cannot be mine, i think i will use better than them.. argh..

What can i do?

Next problem: My mum is going for knee cap operation,
Money came to an issue, 1k to 2k i can simply afford by working for 1 - 2 months plus but can i still afford if the hospital and operation bills cost up to 10k - 20k?
what can i do?

God please tell me what can i do,
i am willing to pay any price just to own a million so that my mother can rest and don't need to work anymore, when can i give my mother a good life ?
when when when..

How i wish next life i can be a super rich guy with powerful brain like bill gates

Happening

2009-06-24T07:09:00.000-07:00

Life is being super bad now,
My mother need to go to the operation because her soft bones is gone somehow and she needs to put plastic, haiz.. what the fuck right, it is so un fair..

I have been working hard for money for 3months, though i doesn't need money so urgently but somehow i can sense i need the money some day..

Working fully 3 months, i never really save up much, what should i do to have a million?
any kind soul please tell me what is the fastest way that i can earn a one million so that i can let my mum to retired and rest at home and enjoy life?

Tell me.. how can i earn one million in a short time?

today

2009-06-17T05:39:00.002-07:00

Today was a bad day for me, my working place air-con is super freezing till i become a ice man, haha, it is cold until 15 degree with 2 big air con.. i got a flu since last week.. fuck, it is quite a bad day for me for this 2 weeks..

I seems to lose trust in everyone as in human's, god, everything in life..
NOW i AM A FREE THINKER, Only Trust myself..

Cause everything made me disappointed.. haiz..
WHO THE HELL CAN I TRUST NOW?
SIMPLY NO ONE but someone i think i can trust stella, cause i sense she is quite truthful to me.. that is my sense..

working 7 days a week for almost 3 months was not easy for me, i struggle alot, fall sick a couple of times and didn't recover fully..
illness is always looking for me be it flu, sore throat, cough, just everything..
haiz...
EMo days is over, now i am a free thinker, i will trust myself more..
I AM THE ONLY ONE THAT I CAN TRUST NOW..

today

2009-06-17T05:39:00.001-07:00

Stuck

2009-06-16T09:15:00.001-07:00

Seriously today is a bad day, working with a groups of DAMM Mother fucker asshole.
Fuck shit.. why do human believe like idiots?

FUCK.. i want to bend all my anger out..

I just watch the movie "Stuck" online streaming,
the movie story is about a guy in late 20s, having a hard time finding a job and have been sacked from the previous job as a project manager..

JOB agency make him busted with nothing but wait, when he is homeless, he was walking on the street, suddenly a fucking car came and bang into him,
THis fucking bitch bang into him and never even send him to the hospital, why she doesn't want to help the guy, so poor thing..

Does human's in the world push blames to others and always say that they are right?
Yes that is FUCKING human..

What is Human?
1) Selfish
2) Cunning
3) Irritating
4) Idiot
5) Arrogant
6) Bastard
7) Bitchy

2011 dec 21 is end of world, say by some FOOLS..
it is truth? haha, i think that will be a GREAT thing ever in life..
all human's gones.. that is what i call peace..

Hate IT

2009-06-10T06:53:00.000-07:00

I STARTED to hate IDIOTS in the world,
why there is so many idiots in the world, can someone get rids of idiots?
Why can't we have a peaceful world with no idiots..

F*** Shit..
I trust money but i don't trust humans,
the only way to be rich or to be a successful businessman is,
DON'T TRUST ANYONE..

MONEY is in my mind now..
Nothing else left in my mind.

A question for you all to answer

2009-06-02T06:42:00.000-07:00

Money is a essential NEEDS and WANTS for everybody..
People with goals in mind need MONEY badly because they wanted to fulfil their
goals and make it bigger..

Can you set up a business empire using your own hand?
The answer is no unless you came from rich family,
but too bad i am NOT..

Why there is a saying the bad guys live longer than the good guys?
Good guys will only live longer in the Fairy Tales,
In real life, bad guys will live longer..
My Working fren told me one thing today, only when you become a bad guy then you will have the chance to be a good guy, DO YOU AGREE?

Although this world is full of fake people around but we cannot be bad guys cause good guys is better but sometime human doesn't have the choices,
People betray them and they betray trust.
This world is full of evil and bad people around who wants to turn you into a bad person..

A questions post:

What kind of person will you hire??
1) A person whom you trust
2) A person who is a stranger to you
3) A person which you doesn't trust at all
4) A person which you doesn't trust at all but work like a hawk for you

What is your Answer? 1, 2 , 3 or 4??
IF you want to know the answer, ask me in msn..
haha..

Being Success is the main
focus i need to work on

2009-05-27T06:53:00.000-07:00

My Aim in life, i vow i will pay any price just to fulfill my goals in life..
But i promise i won't do anything bad things..

Using all good ways to earn as much money as possible.
set a target for myself, 5 years later, i will sure suceed one..

Below is my goals that i need to fulfil

Nice place to stay

Nice place to stay

Nice 4 bedroom condo..

that is 1/4 of my goals that i need to fulfill in 5 yrs time..
will start to put 2/4, 3/4 and 4/4 of my goals haha..
watch me and see me fulfilling it..

Hope and Goals

2009-05-25T09:14:00.000-07:00

There is a saying, the rich get richer the poor get poorer.
I have read some notes on investing online.
What the notes says is right.

Lottery(4D), TOTO, Big sweep, horse racing is just a hope for you to wish money..
a hope will not lead you in a sure win situation..
what you need to do right now is to understand the goals of investing.
never let someone play or invest for you because it is a dumb way and it will make
you broke in a short period of time.

No one can be trusted in this world including your family.
Gotten this words from some online..
i agree with it partly, haha.. in order to have big goals in mind, there is nothing you can talk about other than money.

Power of money = King of the world...

In the past i always have a dream, that is wrong.
a dreams is for people to dream on
and GOALS is for someone to fulfill..
WOrk hard..

Side topic:
MLM (Multi Level Marketing) is a good business concept but there is alot of idiots, fool, ASSHOLE spoilt the concept of it make it like a Con-ning Business concept..

NO ONE CAN BE TRUSTED except you alone..
WAKE UP BRYAN
WAKE UP YOUR FUCKING IDEA

WITH MONEY YOU WILL BE RESPECTED BY ALOT OF PPL..
i don't wish to be a money minded person
but the world FORCE me to..

i don't have a choice.
how i wish i am still a small baby who doesn't have worries.. haiz...
today was at level 23 at my working place, really feel like jumping down but i scare of death, haiz.. i am so sick of life already..

Can i sleep to death? Death Note, kill me please..
If not the world is making me to be a demon..

MONEY MONEY MONEY..

blog about the prive

2009-05-23T07:14:00.000-07:00

SOrry for the late post.

On the actual day 18may, angel and i went to celebrate the sweet girl sijie birthday at keppel bay vista (Prive)..

Below is some pictures of ours :)...

nice view :)

angel and sijie

birthday girl

birthday girl

:) Me and birthday girl :)

Let me tell you, the place is super nice, how i wish i am a millionare who owns all the yatch, but too but, i am not rich..
can i ever be a millionare? someone tell me please?? haha..
Have a great time with sijie and angel, they are my best friends in my life, so no matter how much, within my ability, i will spend as much as possible for their birthday..

i am not a ah xia hor, is just that they are my best friend and it is within my budget haha...

21st birthday

2009-05-19T07:57:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was Lim Lim( sijie) birthday, we went to keppel bay vista,
Oh my god, that place is super nice, nice atmosphere, high class fine dining, this is the first time i been to keppel bay.

At a moment how i wish that i have a yatch, a condo over there..
sometime is good to be super rich, so that you don't have to think of this and that.

Money..
yesterday was a very meaningful celebration, will blog it real soon after i transfer all the photo's from my phone to my computer..
Stay Tune..

Just a short summary of why i think being a rich person is consider a luxury moments that every human's wants.
1st: you don't have to drive a car cause there will be someone who drives for you and call you boss
2nd: you can give your parents a good life, and don't let them suffer..

how i wish i can own a big big business empire and a tan kian meng hospital located at sengkang, but that dreams is too big..
next life perhaps..

the only thing that keep me going on and on is my parents, sijie and angel, if not my life is just a waste..
I will work hard for it..
trust me :)

Boring

2009-05-10T08:45:00.000-07:00

I need some life man, haha.. Working for the past 1 mth 7 days, caNNot
really take it but no choice, i know i have to work and work for money cause
i want to settle my university fee's myself after my army, that's why i am working so hard for it right now..

With a degree, it is easier to find a job with high income..
Unless my god want to give me a special lucky bonus on the toto or the big sweep..

Argh..

Life been boring, working another job for the weekends, met alot of irritating customers who simply ask stupid question, how come such dumb ass is in the world..
Problematic Irritating human beings in the world.
Luckily only 2 days, if not i will really want to slap them haha..

There is full of irritating people in the world, those ass hole bosses didn't know our pain when dealing with such ass hole human being..
Big Bosses are just Fcuking asshole, just talk and do nothing..

There is a saying, the rich get richer and the poor gets poorer..
In order not to have any unhappy days, i think it is better to have own business and make it even more successful..

When is my turn..
TELL ME GOD

Update for Yesterday

2009-05-05T07:26:00.000-07:00

Went out with sijie and angel yesterday, is a last minute one but
i did enjoy myself though..

Meet up with them for a dinner at the lucky plaza indo makan place, the food is not bad haha..

I spend $221.25 for a burberry card holder, can you believe it? haha, but i like it alot, i need to working hard for my future..
No joke, no money
you cannot get married and you cannot buy a house and you cannot get any branded..
OMG tell everyone about today, i saw a Ferrari Fiorano 599 when i was in a cab..
That is the big dreams that motivate me to go on.
Ferrai Fiorano please wait for me thanks.

Sijie Birthday is coming, please throw me more and more ideas how to plan a big surprise for her??? give me more ideas...
Keyword to success..

A update for Hw do i spend my 1st May

2009-05-05T07:15:00.000-07:00

Just a update on how i spend my day during Labour Day 1st May..

I meet up with carolyn mei for lunch at paragon and after that we headed down to far east, i bring her to do her nails, she say i pamper her too much, cause it cost me $79, but i think long long one time is ok la, is time to pamper her :)..

Take a look on her nails, isn't it Nice??

I think her nails is nice haha :)..
After that we headed down to tampines mall to watch a movie Friday the 13th, it is damm gross, eee, but she say she love the shows, haha..
After the movie we went to tampines1 to walk walk, silly girl, like the ear blink blink ring don't want to buy, then i get her one pair haha..

I did enjoy myself when i am out with carolyn mei haha..
Take Care Mei Mei..
Always Love you..
Will pamper you but not always ok if not you say i waste money haha..

Sore out of my thought

2009-04-30T07:44:00.001-07:00

In the working world, there is alot of people fighting for fame, money, position and everything..

Everybody got a dreams to fulfill but can i fulfill my dreams?
i going to break down real soon i guess, i am too tired of everything,

life
relationship
friendship
EnjoymentShip
Playingship..

That is enough... I don't know why i want to tired myself,
i ask myself so many times about this, is it because of money? yes or no?

I should say of course yes, everyone works for money, that's y they survive..
is time to let go

Finally bLog again

2009-04-15T08:21:00.000-07:00

Work is as usual boring to the max,

Meet a few new engineers for tagging the PC and Notebook..
There is one joker or rather i should say fucker who is in our groups working as on site engineers like i do, he is

Super Irritating
Super Annoying
Super Lame
Super Idiotic

No one can stand that fucker, i hope the days will past, after all we are there for 2 months only..
Don't talk about that irritating idiot already..

Some happy things to share..
NTU accept me as a direct year 2 entry student for EEE...

SHould i happy or should i sad??
No money to study university, i hate owning banks money, cause in the future need to return them like crazy..

Banks is like a legal loan sharks.. haha...
When can i earn my First Million?

First week of work in _ _ _

2009-04-09T08:31:00.000-07:00

First week of work:

First 2 days is so boring,
Cause there is nothing for us to do, so boring..

Till the 3rd day of work which is wednesday, we need to go down to the government branch office to do our IT job, the job is challenging just that some of the staff is too fuzzy or annoying..

Tomorrow is a public holiday, so i can rest first..
I am so tired..
Just one week and i cannot take it already, i must buck up, cause i still have to work another job for saturday and sunday..

When can i be rich to set up my own business empire????????

Blogging after a long time

2009-04-04T09:52:00.001-07:00

It has been a long time ever since i blog...

I found a temporary full time job for monday to friday till june, then saturday and sunday still working other job..

Hope i can take it..

Right now all i wish is that i can fulfill my dreams and
give my mother a good life..

I got the BEST Mother in the world..

Shi Shang Zhi You Ma Ma Hao

I am just so sad

2009-03-24T10:21:00.000-07:00

I have lost a friend for a stupid reason

THAT IDIOT IS TOO OVER TO HER..
ARGH..

FUCK...

Is none of my business also..
I don't care already..

Is time for me to leave this world,
start afresh, the old bryan is DEAD..

Sometime i really think i have live enough,
Can my god bring me away and stay by his side?

i am sick and tired of living..

TAKE ME AWAY

Down with bad sore throat

2009-03-18T10:48:00.000-07:00

After the IT fair, i fall ill..
Have a super bad sore throat, argh,
now already become ah du liaoz.. thanks to that sotong sa mei give me this nick,
So late she is sweet.. haha, if my body system faulty liaoz..

Sick Sick Sick pls go away..
I got back my result for 2 A and 4 B, haha, i am happy already,
it is better than what i expected alot. haha..

Today went to park lane with friends for play Left 4 dead haha.. but before that i went to far east (STAGE) to collect the last one and only piece of the Nice mickey mouse holding a tee :) for janny :)..

One of my treasured friends :)..
This is for you lovely janny, Majesty haha :)..

WIll alway be by your side as your friend :)
anytime call me, i will sure be there,
if one day i found my princess, i will still treasure you cause you are my nice friend :)

Blogging days are back

2009-03-17T03:37:00.000-07:00

Past few months, i don't really have time to blog because too busy to stone at home HaHa and busy studying for my exam haha..
Tomorrow is my final sem result release date haha, please let me score well.. i want to go university if can :)..
Should be able to cause my grade is quite high haha..

Today went down to office to return the phones, tiring but nvm la cause incharge need the phones urgently haha..

After that i went down to eat with sotong ah mei haha...
i nv eat cause i am not hungry, so i just drank a glass of apple juice.
Red apple taste like green apple, so sour haha, food court standard drop already haha..

She eat beef ball noodles and one glass of papaya milk and fruits...
SHe really ke ai la, eating also very ke ai and super funny..
Who call her is sotong sa mei..

Have a great chat with her, haha, never find someone that really makes me want to talk to her forever meHz, seriously time is not enough haha..

Sotong Sa mei is
1)Funny
2)Dao Dan
3)Adorable
4)Sweet
5)Like to act lian but don't look like

When she act lian very funny one, you will sure laugh out loud..
Is good to know her this friend..
THank you sotong Sa mei haha

quiz test

2009-03-15T22:34:00.000-07:00

A quiz that i have done to know myself better...

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

It is 2 am in the morning

2009-03-14T11:00:00.000-07:00

It is already 2am in the morning,
I have been working in the IT fair for the past 3 days, i admire my determination haha..
Tomorrow is the last day to go, i must hang on..
i met this crazy gong gong girl name carissa haha..
SHe is super ke ai and super funny..

Her voice very ke ai ke ai one haha and hor she is
super faithful you know... Such girl is already extinct liaoz lei.. hard to find haha..

GOSH.. 40 hours of interacting time with her,
working with her in the IT fair, and sometimes talking to her really makes me happy and
Fall in love crazy talking to her haha..
Don't get wrong people, i haven't fall in love with her yet, just find that her character is good to be a gf, or i should say she is a potential one haha..

Conversation between me and my close female fren..

My close fren:
ask me what if one day i starts to fall for her deeply,
what will i do?

i replied:
Pretend nothing happen haha..
i think the day won't come haha..

My close fren:
Such a nice girl and is your type, why would you want to keep quiet and don't tell her..

i replied:
If one day i fall for her i also won't tell her cause that is impossible
cause she is
1) Attached
2) 5 years age gap

and i am not handsome at all haha...

My close fren:
Bryan is such a idiot haha.. why are you so dumb bryan, do you know last time i fall for you but i didn't tell you cause i know i am not your type?

i replied:
OMG, are you kidding me haha.. don't make fun of me lei haha..
Don't worry i will find someone who is younger than me 2 years old and is around her character.. sounds better? haha..

Or be a business man and earns alot of money and support the poor is not a bad idea too..

My close fren:
Ok, keep it up bryan.. shall meet up soon ok :)..

i replied:
OK

that is such a long conversion
to be continue....

IT fair

2009-03-13T17:58:00.000-07:00

IT fair is super crowded,
Most ppl thought that IT fair is full of cheap electronic products
but it seems more expensive when comparing to outside haha...

Best denki staff sales and working attitude is so FU** UP man..
No wonder the company didn't earn much money these days haha..

Serve them right..
Hire a bunch of lazy staff haha..

Got to rush for work in the stupid IT fair already..
WIll blog again real soon

Busy day

2009-03-07T21:26:00.000-08:00

Was so busy these days..
Trying to cope well with my time management i guess..

Nothing to blog about also haha..

After all erinna is the only one who make me feels like is time for me to look for a girl friend but somehow or rather i cannot find someone like her..

ahah.. Working hard for career? haha
Now i am lost, i don't even know where am i heading towards to..

Can someone tell me what should i do?

Singapore General Hospital

2009-03-02T08:31:00.000-08:00

Before going to Ikea with my dad to see the sofa set, i went downstairs to buy lunch,
WOW, i saw this auntie about 40 - 50 yrs old driving Audi TT and i saw another BMW M5parking at my house downstairs..
How come so many rich people like to eat at Beach Road??

Back to Ikea after lunch, All the sofa is too ugly haha
and don't worth the price
. so we proceed to furniture shops near queensway shopping centre to take a look.

My dad still want to consider haha..

After that i went to Singapore General Hospital to do a check up on my bones and heart, cause recently out of sudden my heart and bones started to feel pain..
SO do a X-Ray and a Blood test..

Waited for Hours and the most funny thing is that they mix up my patience number with anOther person.. OMG, i almost go operation for nothing haha..
Thanks my god save me..

3 Weeks later i am ask to go and see heart specialist but the doctor told me i am ok, but why my heart still pain and if i am ok why i need to go and see
a heart specialist doctor?

Doctors are weird nowadays..
BLUR - Mix up my patience number
Time - Wait for 2 hrs for a blood test
Expensive - It cost me 90 bucks..

Argh

Am i really ok already?

Audi R8

2009-03-01T08:16:00.000-08:00

Wow, seriously i think Audi R8 V10 looks nicer that ferrari,
First the Price
Second the Looks
Third alot of people can affored cause it cost half a million...
You have to be a very high executive in order to own this..

This is my Dream
AUDI R8 V10 working hard towards it haha...

Factors that makes

2009-02-27T23:58:00.000-08:00

What kind of life am i looking for?
Now i wonder..
My dreams is that hard to fulfill,
some people told me, it is easy bryan, go ahead..
SOME IDIOTS ask me to Dream ON..
What the FU** can haha.. Those AssHole.. oOPs though they are asshole but somehow or rather they analysis might be right..

I should settle down and look for a temp full time job,
WORK n WORK n WORK Before my stupid NS haha...
Such a waste of time, need to wait n wait n wait then go check up then wait for the letter.. It is so wasting time.. and 2 yrs inside doing the same thing, like learn nothing, worst than jail..

Is Physical training, drills, weapons, chiong mountain..
That all.. That is super boring haha..
Hope this stupid 2 yrs faster past...

Somehow my heart started to feel very pain,
i don't know what happen,
SHall do a check up at hospital real soon..
If i gt heart cancer or know my days are numbered..

I shall start to think of what to do for the rest of my days..
If not i will sure regret for life..
I should plan..

What i canNot let go is my close friends, mei mei, and my mother..
This life i canNot give my family a good life,
if my days are numbered..
Next life i will fulfill it..

If my days were numbered

Next life i hope to be super rich..
I hope to be super handsome
I hope to be No worries and NO problem at all
I hope that my life is smoothly ahead
I hope that everyone is true to me
I hope that i caN bring joy to others
I hope that i can own a ferrari fiorano 599 GTB
I hope that i can stay is a MANSION
I hope that the world is beautiful and there is NO BAD PPL around
I hope that i can give my mother a good life...
I hope i can live longer at leave comparing to this life...

Right now, Life is so unfair..
I have a classmate name _ _ _ _..
He is 19 yrs old now, he gt to drive Mecedez E200, Volvo cars etc..
His mums owns alot of condo and 1 at sentosa cove, that is freaking expensive, 1 condo cost about 15million will be the cheapest.. but the most expensive sentosa cove is like up to 75 million or even higher...

Why life is so unfair..
He cheat in exam, he is rich, he anyhow spend money, he is rich..
Same HUMAN BUT DIFFERENT LIFE..
WTF...

THIS IS A LONG POST OF FROM THE BOTTOM ON MY HEART
LIFE
LIFE
LIFE
IS SO UNFAIR....

Sometimes is hard

2009-02-27T06:51:00.000-08:00

Exam is over, polytechnic life have comes to an end..
i am happy :)..

but i fall ill..

Nowadays out of sudden i become so EmO EmO EmO for no reason..
Best friends close friends are super busy, cannot really find someone to talk to and tell them my sorrows..

Argh..

Poly life have comes to an end, next chapter of life starts.. sometimes really feel like giving up cause it is like so tiring to hang on..

When is my motivation to hang on HANG ON???

i can't find..
Haiz..

Will i fulfill my dreams
before i leave the world when i am old?
or i will be gone without fulfilling my dreams..ARGH

Blogging at late late night

2009-02-23T10:04:00.001-08:00

Now is already 2.05am, i am still not sleeping..
My Mood is totally down,
today is my first paper and there is alot of careless mistake, i think i can only score 60 marks, and my dumb neighbour suddenly bang their door for nothing, that is so CRAZY AND DUMB... haha...

Got piss by my paper then they stupid NEIGHBOUR.. ARGH..

Luckily for the Miss Gong gong stella to take to me, if
not i sure explode haha...

That about all, thanks alot Miss gong gong stella haha

Exam dates is coming

2009-02-20T08:39:00.002-08:00

My first paper is on monday but i am not panic because i started my
revision early haha :)..

Yeah, just that am i able to score? pray hard, i hope i will score..
:)..

WOrk hard for it, cannot be stress bryan..
As long as you believe in yourself, you will sure succeed.

Success is a great motivation to fulfill my dreams.

17 Feb Tues

2009-02-16T20:21:00.000-08:00

Seriously i have to get back on track to study for exam already..

First paper : PSA

Second paper : IS

Third paper : PD&ES

The only confident module that i have in mind now is PD&ES haha :)..

I shall try my best to score and do well for PSA and IS too :)..

WISH ME GOOD LUCK FOLKS..

That's about all today :)

16 Feb

2009-02-15T09:21:00.000-08:00

I am completely giving up on you
I am completely not going to sms you anymore..

I want to erase you from my life and have a new start...

You were not the one for me and i am not the one for you..

There will not be someone smsing you to ask you take care already
There will not be someone who is willing to rush to your place just
to give you liang cha and donuts.
There will not be someone being always there to be your protective knight, or dark knight or even superman..

THat is so DUMB OF ME..
I AM GIVING UP..

i feel so relieve and safe now haha :)..

Right now my goals,
fulfill my wishlist ASAP

15 feb, is my birthday

2009-02-14T08:08:00.000-08:00

I am 22 years old already, when can i be rich and fulfill all my dreams?
Can it come through??? ARGH...

It is already 12.10am,

CaSSandra is the first one to sms me haha, her birthday is on 14 Feb, just one day before mine haha

Cassandra sms :
Hey~ HaHa. After my birthday is yours. Right?
so HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! :-) stay happy always. And hope your dreams will come through.
And remember i'll lend you a listening ear if you need one. take care :-)..

i and so touch by her words, Aww.. haha :)

14 feb

2009-02-13T08:43:00.000-08:00

Just got home not long ago
went to tampines for dinner and play the basketball machine with frens haha...

tomorrow is valentine
Bloggers, Friends and everyone
do you guys have any plans for tomorrow haha :)..

WIshing all couples and all loving ppl, dream come thru and relationship will be stable and always no worries, no quarrel...
PEACEFUL :)...

That's about all for today :)

Time to edit my Birthday Wishlist

2009-02-11T20:28:00.000-08:00

15 Feb is coming, that means total defence day is coming
it is my birthday too :)..

My wishlist(Edited from the previous post)
1) Be Rich
2) Mazda 6 sedan
3) BMW M3 3 series( WHen getting richer)
4) Condo
5) Business Empire

Be rich is the first thing that i need to fulfill in order to fulfill the rest of my wish.. Let me work hard towards it.. Jia You for it Bryan :)

Mazda 6 sedan

BMW 3 series Saloon (320i Professional (A)

After all, i still like BMW cars cause of the design..
Shall work hard for that :)

BRYAN CAN DO IT.
JUST DO IT
BMW 320i Professional (A) i am coming..

Be Rich

Back on Blogging after 18 days

2009-02-11T09:32:00.000-08:00

Back on blogging after 18 days..

My birthday is coming in 3 days time.
Seriously i don't have the mood of celebrating it..
It is just like a normal day and it is total defence day haha..

Although i don't wish to celebrate my birthday but
i hope that my wish will come thru

Wishlist for birthday
1) Be Rich
2) BMW M3 3 series
3) Own Business Empire
4) Bugalow

that all :)..
Please come THRU THRU THRU THRU THRU THRU

Happy Chinese New Year

2009-01-25T08:40:00.000-08:00

Finally Chinese New Year is here...
I cannot find the Chinese New Year Mood.......
What should i do? stay at home and do project then :)...

Next Chapter 2009 of my life starts

First Chapter : Win TOTO and 4D
Second Chapter : Graduate with flying colors
Third Chapter : Given my parents a good life
Fourth Chapter : A New PDA phone
Fifth Chapter : LV Wallet
Six Chapter : Burberry Black Label Leather Bag
Seven Chapter : Fred Perry Shirt
Eight Chapter : Mazda 6 Sedan
Nine Chapter : _____________
Ten Chapter : _____________

TO be continue

Spinnovex 2009 is OVER

2009-01-11T00:05:00.001-08:00

Finally the open house 2009 in SP is over, i am so happy,
Don't have to face those irresponsible team members who never put in alot of effort in doing the project...

I can rest awhile for the time being, but have to finish the Final Year Project Report ASAP haha :)....

Cheryl Cheryl, WHy are you super nice haha... i am happy that she is super nice to be and she even put a tag in my tag box,
That is

RYL: cheer up, big bro (: you told me to smile,
but you must set a good example to me uh. if you can't get over this,
then i wont get over my problems either.
you can always talk to me anytime, alright (:

i will always remember you :)

Spinnovex 2009(Industry Judging Panel)

2009-01-07T06:59:00.000-08:00

Today is my group interview with the judging panel, i feel super nervous cause there is alot of Professor, Doctor and Lecturers around, i present on my own and all my teams mates suddenly stunt and never back up, then i have to think of a solution within 10 sec, that is super stress..

Qns Post:

What is the different between a gyroscope and accelerometer???

Then i reply

Ans:
An accelerometer is a device for measuring acceleration and gravity induced reaction forces. Single- and multi-axis models are available to detect magnitude and direction of the acceleration as a vector quantity

A gyroscope is a device for measuring or maintaining orientation, based on the principles of angular momentum.

Among got a stroke when the difficult qns is post by the professor.. haha.. but i made it, now i realise the feeling of not being help by others.. ARGH.. IS a tiring day for me...

Today i see her friendster picture and i think she have super alot of suitors
Among all owns a car and i think those guys are rich..
I am nothing to compare..
I WANT TO BE RICH, that what i can say...

MONEY 2009 come to me

Tiring

2009-01-06T09:21:00.000-08:00

This week i don't have much time to blog due to the open house SPINNOVEX@ARICC... ARGH...

One of the lecturer always ask me to do alot of work(SKW) Sa kang Warrior, do all those organise, planning, printing and making of banner within 1 day... OMG... Today i rush to alot of places just to check the banner price, design and everything, i am so tiring, almost going to break down.. ARGH... I Hope that this week can past real soon.

That all about school's stuff.

I will always remember, i will always cherish cheryl(Li Yu)
Thank You...
SMILE With your heart...

New Dreams and Hope for 2009

2008-12-29T09:15:00.000-08:00

New Hope New Dreams,
1) Become Millionare in my life by my age of 35 years old
2) Own a Ferrari 599 GTB Fiorano by my age of 40 years old
3) Own a condo and landed property
4) Listed Company

29 December 2008

2008-12-29T08:57:00.000-08:00

Today i met up with her and celebrate her birthday,
i am so glad that she like the presents i got for her :)

What i got for her
1) Puppy soft toy from Build-A-Bear
2) Flowers from Raffles Florist
3) Titus watch from City Chain
4) Jay Chou CD from Sebawang Music Store

i hope that she really really love my surprise today :)..
She is nice
She is sweet
She is adorable
She is pretty
She is beautiful
She is lovely

But we can be super good frens i guess..

Cause the hurt in the past really make me sad and no confidence for relationship anymore..
Although right now she treats me super nice but i don't suits her cause she use to be a show girl...

Saturday

2008-12-27T08:22:00.000-08:00

I am glad to see her again, i find that i have done something great in my life and that is get donuts and Liang Cha for her, i started to love her more n more but this feeling should stop cause i only want to be by her side to protect her cause i canNot be together with her cause wo bu pei...

ANyway i shall give up on r/s from now on, NO MORE R/S FOR ME ANYMORE IN MY LIFE...

I have to focus on how to earn my First MILLION in MY LIFE IN 5 YRS DOWN THE ROAD..
PLAN HARD AND WORK HARD..

i LOVE MONEY

Christmas Eve

2008-12-24T08:50:00.000-08:00

Today i am so happy to see sijie and angel again haha, cause very long never see them le haha..
IS good to see their smile each time i met them, cause it means that they are getting on fine and the cheerful smile is still with them :)... i am glad that they are very happy with the present i bought haha, it is burberry sheer.. :)

They are the 2 most impt frens in my life, so i must treasure them :)..
WE went to Pastafresa at Boat Quay, the food was alright but the service is excellent, just that the place is abit quiet cause there is no music at all so it is abit boring i guess.

MERRY CHRISTMAS to people who read my blog haha :)..
Stay Happy Always and dream come through ok :) great.

Friends

2008-12-22T08:11:00.000-08:00

In my life, i know alot of people but i cannot really find a true friends..
I only have a few in my life..

Janny is one of them who make me gan dong and cried today.
I was messaging with her and she replied

Janny Replied
As long as we are friends, i won't hesitate to help if you need any.

this really touch my heart... Simply feel so touch..
Thank you thank you thank you janny..
You are the best

Blogging

2008-12-20T08:33:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i have bought a very nice puppy for her from build a bear..
that ger i mention that she is those kind of rare girl in the world.. OMG but i am not good for her or i dun suits her.. :(

SHe is too good i guess..
Just hope that she will be happy always :)

Finally Back to Blog

2008-12-18T06:46:00.000-08:00

MST have over for like 1 week, i have not been enjoying my holiday because i still have to go back to school to do my final year project... Boring...

I have found the woman in my life or rather i should say i have found my princess le but she give me an impression that i should have career before i go for her, but she is too popular among guys...

When will i be rich so that i can tell her that i like her?? Argh,,

Though she don't mind but giving her a good life is essential to me cause i want her to have a good life... Let's wait for 2 more years, after my army then see whether i can win her heart...

I have a hard time wrapping the present for her, haha, but i will try my best to do it...
Yeah Jia You :)

Mid Semester Test ~ is coming

2008-11-29T21:44:00.000-08:00

This coming week is my Mid Semester Test already, i have 3 papers which falls on wed, thur and fri, i must really buck up already,
Last Semester before i graduate, i must score A for all my module..
I need to do my super best already.. Yeah...

After this test i must plan my future, always work and spend constantly will not lead me far,
i need to have time management and financial management as well..
i need to do my best
for everything in my life... :)

Didn't really blog much nowadays, but i manage to catch up with angel and sijie last friday, so i am quite happy to see them :)...

That about all for today..
Jia you everyone for your test..
Janny Jia you too... dun stress yourself

Xperia X1 ~ i love it

2008-11-25T08:30:00.000-08:00

I have not been blogging for a very very long time le..
Talking about phones, i simply love my Xperia X1,

This is super amazing,

Camera
3.2 Megapixel camera with auto-focus and touch focus feactures..
Arc design to give user a very good view effect of the screen,
Solid looking which looks stylist..

I simply love my new phone Xperia X1.... Love it...

Before i go to bed, i wish that janny can be always happy and no worries ...
SMile Janny Smile

Back to blog after a long long time

2008-10-22T08:01:00.000-07:00

I am so happy, i am the only one who can call FangXia, Fang Fang, Yeah So Happy, FangFang must be thinking, i am so silly haha :), she must be laughing at me right now if she saw this post haha...

Today i watch Money Not Enough 2 cause my friend bought the CD and i borrow from him, it is super touching, reaching the ending my tears start to drop.. So Sad Sad Sad..

This few days, i keep listen to jay's new release songs, the Dao Xiang is the best song i ever heard..
Right now i must put up myself and work hard for my Dream...

1)Audi R8
2)Landed Property
3)Business Empire

I will fulfill my dreams when i reach 35 years old, i have 14 years to work hard...
I CAN DO IT

Back on track

2008-10-08T04:58:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night i have chat with fang fang on the phone for like 3 hrs, she is very kind and nice because she is willing to listen to my sorrow..
thanks fang fang :)

Now i am back on track already..
Someone told me if she is a guy she will not fall for her..
That reason is very simple, because she is not the type of girl i am looking for :)..

Back on Track, slowly look for my ideal girl and at the same time do well for study and career haha..
I believe i can do it..

I want to wish Meizhen a Happy Happy Birthday and dream come through :)..
Smile more and stay pretty always..
Once again Happy Birthday :)...
Today i am down with flu and bad sore throat.. i should rest early and get back on track cause i have to work tomorrow.. Pressure haha.. Schools reopening soon..

Blogging..

2008-10-07T03:54:00.000-07:00

From 2Oct till 6 Oct we have started to call each other Dear... Her name is E_ _ _ _ A,
she is very

Nice to talk to
Nice to eat meals with her
Nice to see her smiling
Nice to see her feeding me with the chicken wings

Most of all i can't stop thinking of her right now, she is the girl i have been searching for for a long time already.. But i don't think she will like me cause she is pretty and have lots of suitors..

When i watch movie with her, so many guys sms her.. i feel abit heart ache although we are those play play type of Dear here and Dear..
I don't know what to do, but should i take up the courage and start to fall for her fully or should i hold back??

Someone please tell me what should i do...
Forget it and continue playing the Dear here and Dear there and just
默默的爱着她？

I just got to know this girl for 1 month i guess but really get to know her more is on the 4 October... i feel so giddy now, what should i do, do i really need love?
I question myself... Haiz...

I am just too ugly to win her heart,
i am not rich,
i am not handsome,
who am i suppose to be fit to love her..

I am lost in the love world..

Blogging

2008-09-21T07:46:00.000-07:00

I told myself this, love life is not going to be the main motivation i will go more, i must work hard for money money money....

i told myself that
8 years down the road, my dreams is going to come through.. WORK HARD

1) Electronic Empire
2) Food Empire
3) Entertainment Empire

This three dreams, is going to stay in my mind from now 21 september 2008 to 21 september 2016... i must work hard... gogogo...

Recently life getting bored, my motivation seems to lost again but i will work hard for it... jia you

Blogging

2008-09-11T10:06:00.000-07:00

I started to realise life is getting a little bit boring or color-less already,
Is it because is time for me to look for a girl and take care of her or is time for me to learn more things like playing a piano?

I don't know.. suddenly i realise there is a sentence in my mind and that is, Yesterday is a history, tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift. Is everyday a gift to me? i don't think so. When can i find someone who really cares about me in the world, i guess this days won't come...

For the past few days i have been watching movies like Dark Knight, Hancock, Wanted etc, how i wish i am a super hero that have a very very special power to save the world.. can i be one? am i a superman..
Argh that so crazy about me.. is time to get back to my boring life and work and FINAL YEAR PROJECT...

A gift, haha Perhaps

So long Never Blog already

2008-08-22T23:11:00.000-07:00

It have been a long long time ever since i am updating my blog,
Finally 3 papers have completed... One more to go, i wonder what type of questions that clown lecturer will set for the mid sememster exam...

As we know we always come out with things that is not thought in the course notes haha... Super clown lecturer... After 3 papers, suddenly i don't have the mood to study for the last paper? Argh what has happen? never 2 more days, i shall BUCK up for it and DO well, don't let that clown lecturer look down on me haha :)... Score DIST for it.. I believe i can do it :)...

Yesterday i was chatting with Huiee, she ask me a question, am i really to look for a gf now already? i silent and question myself.. Ehhhhhhhh.. and i still don't know how to reply her.. Love sense have gone long time ago, can i get it BACK?? Yes or No, i don't know... I use to place a girl in my heart for 1 year already, since she is attached now, i shall let go i guess.. i still can put her in my heart because
she gives me a very beautiful moments when i am out with her..

She has given me the best moments ever in the DHL Hotair ballon, looking at her smile really make my day, i will remember that 5 mins that i am with her in the DHL hotair ballon.. WHen i bring her there, i still haven't fall for her the last time, but when times goes back then i realise i have already place her in my heart..

Answering to huiee question is that i hope that she is happy with her life now and i really hope the guy can treat her well and take good care of her..
If one day i really leave the world, i would like to tell her she is always in my heart already, and i really hope the guy can gives her happiness

and pamper her like a princess and never ever let her down..
take care

Exam Exam

2008-08-16T10:01:00.000-07:00

OmG Exam is coming real soon, counting down, Left 2 more days to study and here comes the first paper c

1)computer control system on the 19 aug
2)Power Generation Transmission 20 aug
3)System and Control 21 aug
4)Power Electronic and Devices 25 aug

4 papers is enough to let me lack of sleep already, how come SP is torturing the student, need to do FYP and at the same time need to study, no specific time to allocate for both argh argh...

But is OK, i am strong, i am sure i can do well and pull up my GPA points, i hope i can graduate with 3.8 points over 4... i hope i can do it...

Jia You :)

Interesting bloggers

2008-08-12T22:08:00.000-07:00

YEsterday i happen to view this interesting blogger who have a crazy fans call initial J haha, went all the way to this interesting Miss Blogger home knock so hard at the door and leave something behind and run away haha, this kind of situation will only happen in the drama haha, in real life it actually happen..

Laughing out loud haha.. i think that this MIss Interesting Blogger is a person who mind looks and the So call initial J is not handsome at all that why the person didn't show face haha... i was laughing all the way cause it is really so drama haha.. If it is raining it would be better, then the person make 100 roses for the Miss interesting Blogger then got himself drenched due to the rain and leave a foot step behind haha.. SUper Drama :)
i got the raining idea with roses from the 篮球火 scene haha :) that one seems to be a nicer story ever lol...

After a morning of playing CS and stoning infront of my computer i guess that is about all for today, i must go and finish my study and at least finish what i intend to study finish and with understanding, if not i am just wasting my time facing the book...

BUCK UP NOW

Must start to buck up now

2008-08-11T06:39:00.000-07:00

Bryan must start to buck up and study hard already, cannot let myself down onces again just like last sememster.. WAKE UP and study..

篮球火 part 3 on tudou, suddenly i got the mood to play basketball back haha..
but meanwhile forget about all this i need to do well for my exam and jia you for my final year project.
Went to have a hair cut today and went to the stage singapore, wanna buy 2 t-shirt that i like it alot but there is NO MORE STOCKS already, OMG sian, but is OK, that means i can save money haha..

that about all today...

If one day i leave this world out of sudden

2008-08-09T04:45:00.000-07:00

If one day out of sudden i leave this world, the first thing that i will regret is that i have never given a chance to tell celest face to face that i used to love her alot in my life and really want her to be happy..

The 2nd thing is that i cannot be rich and give my mum a good life..
i hope that she can stay alive and always be happy for the rest of her life...

Thirly is that i would like the world to destroy all the bad hearted people and only left with kind hearted people around.
Lastly i would like to thank Joreen for chatting with me when i m down...

I would also like to tell all my good friend or friends whom i consider as true friend that i am gone, but please keep your smile, no matter what happen i will be there to protect you all :)...
take care..
leave with regret if out of sudden

Cause i had a bad day

2008-08-07T06:54:00.000-07:00

Today seems to be a bad day for me cause it is boring, not fun, annoying..
But is ok i guess tomorrow will be a beautiful day for me :)..

Guess what i am doing now, studying control, EXAMS Coming, Oh My God...
what should i do...

What is the objective of control systems haha..
i have been sitting infront of my computer for an hour, staring at my computer more than staring at my book, i am still at page 1..

Three main objective of a control system is
1)Minimise the maximum value of the error
2)Minimise the settling time
3)Minimise the residual error...

Can you belive that i have only study this for 30mins?
What am i doing? i must BUCK UP..
Get your motivation back bryan..

GO n study..
i guess i have to go n study and stop msn-ing and blogging...

to be continue... EXAM